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  Lurlene McDaniel

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  From every ending comes a new beginning.…

  This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events, or locales is entirely coincidental.

  Text copyright © 1998 by Lurlene McDaniel

  Cover photograph copyright © by Cavan Images/Getty Images

  All rights reserved. Published in the United States by Ember, an imprint of Random House Children’s Books, a division of Random House, Inc., New York. Originally published in hardcover in the United States by Bantam Books, an imprint of Random House Children’s Books, New York, in 1998, and subsequently published in paperback in the United States by Laurel-Leaf, an imprint of Random House Children’s Books, New York, in 2000.

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  Scripture quotations marked (NIV) are from the Holy Bible, New International Version. Copyright © 1973, 1978, 1984 by International Bible Society. Used by permission of Zondervan Bible Publishers.

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  The Library of Congress has cataloged the hardcover edition of this work as follows:

  McDaniel, Lurlene.

  Starry, starry night / by Lurlene McDaniel. — 1st ed. p. cm.

  Contents: Starry, starry night—Last dance—Kathy’s life.

  Summary: A collection of three stories in which teenagers face life-altering situations.

  1. Children’s stories, American. [Short stories.] I. Title.

  PZ7.M4784172 St 1998 [Fic]—dc21 98013372

  eISBN: 978-0-375-89922-5

  RL: 4.7

  v3.1

  To all the dreamers—

  may your wishes all come true.

  Contents

  Cover

  Other Books by This Author

  Title Page

  Copyright

  Prologue

  Book One: Christmas Child

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Book Two: Last Dance

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Book Three: Kathy’s Life

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Epilogue

  “I am the Root and the Offspring of David, and the bright Morning Star.”

  REVELATION 22:16

  (NEW INTERNATIONAL VERSION)

  Magi from the east came to Jerusalem and asked, “Where is the one who has been born king of the Jews? We saw his star in the east and have come to worship him.” … and the star they had seen in the east went ahead of them until it stopped over the place where the child was. When they saw the star, they were overjoyed.

  MATTHEW 2:2, 9–10

  (NEW INTERNATIONAL VERSION)

  Prologue

  Everyone has wished upon a star.

  The young, the old, dreamers all—and even those who have been disappointed.

  One can always hope.

  You know the words:

  Star light, star bright,

  First star I see tonight,

  I wish I may, I wish I might

  Have the wish I wish tonight.

  These whispered wishes tossed to the heavens are only for the ears of angels. So remember to be careful what you wish for. Indeed, your wish may be granted, but not always in the way you had imagined.

  Come now. Hear three wishes made on a starry, starry night … wishes made from the heart, with only angels listening.

  Book One

  CHRISTMAS

  CHILD

  One

  “Mom, look at these. Aren’t they cute?” Melanie Barton jiggled a pair of dinosaur-shaped baby booties under her mother’s nose. Melanie and her mother, Connie, stood in a baby superstore, surrounded by aisles of adorable merchandise. Her mother leaned heavily against a shopping cart heaped with diapers, newborn-size clothes, crib sheets, and a mobile and eyed the bright dino booties.

  “Yes, they’re cute, but I think they’re too big for a newborn. Your feet weren’t any bigger than this.” Connie held out her finger and thumb to indicate a couple of inches, then arched her back and rubbed the hollow. “I need to get off my feet, Mellie. I’d forgotten how much your back aches when you’re pregnant.”

  “How about the paint store? You said we could stop there before we go home. I need more yellow to finish the nursery walls.”

  “You’ll get it done before the baby comes, I’m sure. Right now, I want to get home before I collapse.”

  “But I still have Christmas shopping to do.”

  “It’ll keep, Mellie,” her mother said patiently. “I need to rest. You can go to the mall anytime.”

  Melanie told herself to
be sensitive to her pregnant mother. In only a couple more weeks, Melanie’s little brother or sister would be born. Since Christmas was also only two weeks away, it was possible that the baby could be born on Christmas Day. Which was what Melanie was secretly hoping.

  “If only I could drive,” Melanie grumbled as she and her mother walked to the car, pushing the cart full of purchases.

  “This time next year you’ll have your license, and you can take Baby Mortimer Christmas shopping while I sit around eating candy and reading a book.”

  Suddenly Melanie stopped. “You and Dad aren’t really going to call him Mortimer, are you?”

  Her mother laughed. “Don’t be silly. It could be a girl. Then we’ll call her Morticia.”

  “Mother! Don’t joke. We can’t give the baby some crazy name. It has to be something special.”

  “I’m sure you have some suggestions.”

  “A few.”

  “Can you save them for later? I just want to get home and lie down.”

  On the drive home, Melanie gazed at the Christmas decorations hung from lampposts, the store windows decked out with lights, glitter, and holiday displays of toys and clothes. Santas stood on street corners, ringing bells and collecting money. Outside, the world looked expectant, ready for the most wonderful day of the year. Inside, Melanie’s heart felt full to overflowing. What a Christmas this was going to be!

  In the spring, when her mother had first told Melanie about her pregnancy, Melanie had been shocked, then embarrassed. Weren’t her parents too old? Forty-two and forty-five seemed pretty old to be having a baby. And she had wondered what her friends would think. As it turned out, her friends thought she was lucky to be getting a newborn baby to cuddle and hold. Now she couldn’t wait.

  Back at the house, Melanie unloaded the car. “You go lie down,” she told her mother once they were in the foyer. “I can start dinner.”

  Her mother patted Melanie’s cheek. “You’ve been such a help to me. I don’t know what I’d do without you, honey.”

  “I guess it’s one of the perks of having babies fifteen years apart,” Melanie said with a grin.

  Her mother headed upstairs. “Let me know when your dad gets home. Remind him that we have Lamaze class tonight.”

  Melanie had to hand it to her parents. Despite their age, they were going all out to make this birth a memorable experience. They were attending natural-childbirth classes at the local hospital where their baby would be born. Melanie had even gone with them a couple of times. The class was full of young couples, and although her parents looked old among them, the group had welcomed them warmly.

  “We always wanted a big family,” Melanie had overheard her mom tell one woman. “But after Melanie’s birth, I just couldn’t seem to get pregnant again. Imagine my shock when it happened now, after all these years!”

  In the kitchen, Melanie quickly got to work making dinner. A casserole was warming in the oven and she was starting on the salad when the phone rang.

  “What’s shaking?” It was the voice of her friend Coren.

  “Just slaving in the kitchen. What’s up with you?” Melanie cradled the phone beneath her chin and broke lettuce into a salad bowl.

  “Nothing,” Coren said with an exaggerated sigh. School was out for the holidays and she already sounded bored. “Are you going to Justine’s party next Saturday?”

  “It depends on how my mom’s doing.”

  “She’s okay, isn’t she?”

  “Sure, but she says that sometimes babies arrive early, so the baby could be here by Saturday.”

  “But you’ve got to come.”

  “I will if I can.” Melanie didn’t see why it was so urgent that she go.

  “Well, try hard, all right?”

  Changing the subject, Melanie said, “You should see all the cute stuff we bought for the baby today. The clothes are so tiny. It’ll be like dressing a doll.” She heard her father’s key in the door. “Got to run. My dad’s home. I’ll call you tomorrow.” Melanie hung up and kissed her father’s cheek as he came into the room.

  “Where’s your mom?”

  “Upstairs, resting.”

  He swiped a piece of carrot from the cutting board and ruffled her hair, which irritated her. “Smells good in here.”

  “Mom said to remind you about Lamaze class tonight. Can you drop me at the mall on your way there and pick me up on your way home?”

  Her father set down his briefcase. “You know I hate you wandering the mall alone.”

  “Dad, there’s a thousand people at the mall. It’s not like I’ll get lost or anything.”

  “You could get mugged.”

  She rolled her eyes, ignoring his concern. “I still have Christmas shopping to do, and Mom said it was all right with her.”

  “I’ll discuss it with your mom.”

  “I’m not a baby, you know.”

  “But you’re still my baby,” he said with a grin.

  “I can get everything done before your class is over. Promise.” Melanie made a final stab at pleading her case.

  “I said we’ll discuss it, Mellie. Now I’m going upstairs.”

  Melanie pouted. She’d be glad when the baby was here and her father could see what a real baby looked like. She was tired of him always treating her as if she were still five. It was about time he started treating her like the fifteen-year-old she was. It was part of the hazard of being an only child, she reminded herself. Her friends always got to try new things ahead of her. But her own parents were usually the last ones to okay anything she wanted to do.

  Still sulking, Melanie carried the garbage pail onto the back porch. The frosty air felt cold on her warm cheeks. She looked up. The sky was dark, but in the west she could still see a hint of lavender and pink left from the setting sun. A single star twinkled, as if trapped between the light and the darkness. Impulsively she said, “Star light, star bright, first star I see tonight …” Finishing the familiar children’s rhyme, she asked, “Could I have a baby sister? And if it’s not too much trouble, do you think you could get my parents to treat me as a truly older sister and let the new baby be the baby?”

  The star winked like a tiny jeweled eye, making her think that perhaps it had heard her and would grant her wishes.

  Two

  Coren came over on Saturday afternoon to help Melanie finish the nursery. Melanie’s father had assembled the crib that morning. Now Melanie was putting on the sheets while Coren stacked diapers in a diaper bag decorated with tiny giraffes. “What’s next?” Coren asked.

  “I bought a bunch of stars to paste on the ceiling for the baby to look at,” Melanie told her. “You can’t see them in the daytime, but at night they glow. Whenever she looks up, she’ll think she’s seeing the universe. Clever, huh?”

  “Totally awesome. You keep saying ‘she.’ ”

  “Wishful thinking. I’d really like a sister.”

  “You can have mine!”

  Melanie had listened to Coren’s complaints about her older sister for years. The two of them never seemed to get along. “Cheer up. Next year she’ll go to college, so you’ll have the bathroom all to yourself.”

  Coren chuckled. “You’ll only have to share your bathroom with poopy diapers, not a mirror hog.”

  Melanie fit the bumper pad around the inside of the crib. “I’ll probably be going off to college myself just about the time baby sis—or bro—is walking and talking. I’ll miss everything cute she does and says.”

  “I’ll send my brother over. You can listen to him all you want.”

  “No, thanks. Ten-year-old brothers probably don’t have anything to say that I want to hear.”

  “How true. But don’t sweat it. At least you’ll be around when the baby’s at its sweetest and cutest. A tiny baby … lucky you!”

  Melanie did feel lucky. She unpacked the mobile that she and her mother had picked out together and attached it to the side of the crib. She wound it up and listened to it play “Twinkle, Tw
inkle, Little Star.”

  “That’s cute,” Coren said. The two friends watched the tiny moons and stars rotate on colored strings. “Maybe the baby will like something more upbeat,” Coren suggested. “Maybe some rock.”

  Melanie made a face. “No way. Mom only plays classical music for the baby.”

  “As if it could hear it.”

  “It can hear. Her doctor said that babies can hear while they’re still inside, and they can recognize their mother’s voice once they’re born.”

  “No way.”

  “It’s true! I’ve been reading one of Mom’s books so I should know.”

  “Well, how do those doctors know this stuff? It’s not like a baby can tell them anything.”

  “Research,” Melanie said. “And classical music is supposed to make babies smarter, too.”

  “So what are you wearing to Justine’s party tonight?” Coren changed the subject.

  “My red sweater and jeans. How about you?” Melanie had decided to go to the party, since the doctor had told her mother during her last checkup that the baby’s birth wasn’t imminent. Melanie was glad. Every day her mom stayed pregnant increased the chance that she might have the baby on Christmas Day.

  “How are you two doing?” Melanie’s mother came into the nursery and looked around. “Girls, this is lovely. And the yellow walls make it look so cheerful.”

  Pleased by her mother’s reaction, Melanie said, “What do you think of the dresser?” She’d chosen a handful of stickers depicting characters from fairy tales and stuck them to the freshly painted white chest of drawers.